Godly and content.

ok.. her we go.


So much blessings.. i cnt even begin to count and it's makin me burst.

- i got my brother back and my family stronger and more together.

- i got my braces off.

- i've been really doing good at school at the same time still strugglin cuz it aint over yet.

- Me and the wifey has never been so strong and loving with each other.. i love her so much.

- I got me a new car.. the car i've been emo about and crying and being all sad about.. the one

i've been dreaming to get.. yes.. you guessed rite.. i got me a new 2008 honda civic Si coupe. it's

under my name so my credit goes up everytime i pay for it. i love my car so much it makes me

feel free everytime i drive it. the speed.. the adrenaline.. the v-tec. wheow! that's all i gotta say.

i'm ready..


So many things are lookin up for me the nxt year.. i'm just excited to see what else God has in
store for me.



ULTIMATELY.. i'm just really thankful and grateful to my brother, my parents and God. They all complete everything that i have right now..


Well i gtg.. 2 more days of finals and i'm off for vacation and working to save up to pay for my

brand new car...



Oh btw.. i named her Jyza.. "jaiza" in japanese.. hehe.. my wifey gave that name..

just forget it.

I love you alyzzah nicole. no matter what you will always be my.. "mine."


forever you are here embedded in my heart. dont you ever forget that. sorrie for all the stupid things i've done for you. you deserve everything of me and my love.


I love you.





just one small little thing.. i cant have.. you know wat? just forget it. forget everything. there's no reason for me to be happy with nething except for me and lyza.





i hate it.. i hate them. i hate everything..about it. it's so unfair. He says one thing and get's it while i have to go through hell to just even get one.


i HATE it..