Monday, October 22, 2007

i want a car the way i want it.

ok.. this is what's been going on my mind. ever since i started driving, i've always wanted to get a fast car or at least a stick shift car. i guess it's in our nature as guys to do that. so from recent happenings like me getting to drive my friend lloyd's honda civic si and getting a ride of my life with Kuya paul's s2000 just really made me think a lot of what car i should look into to trade for my matrix. at first i was excited about the matrix, i mean it's a good car and it does the job.. but it doesnt give me the feel of having the speed. i know all these reasons are selfish, but hey.. this is my thoughts. neways.. now, i really want to get a lancer evolution VII, VIII, or IX. when i got home i actually went online looking for phone numbers of dealerships to ask them if the lancer evolution IX MR version is still on the market for sale brand new. because of course as much as possible i want to experience what's it's like to have a brand new car. my brother, man... it just sucks.. like he got to choose his own car. he got his xb manual drive and brand new. on the other hand, i 've been getting all the hand me down cars from him. from the mazda, to the camry, the solara, and whatever else was left. then my solara got damaged and cost too much to fix it so my parents decided to trade it in for a automatic matrix XR. once again i'm not saying the car is bad but i really wanted a stick shift car. my parents wouldnt let me cuz they think i cant handle it. I hate when i get understimated of what i can do or cant do. sigh*. so now.. i guess i gotta do things and make my dream happen in my own hands. this is my plan; when this semester finishes and by january.. i'm going to speak to my boss because i want to work full time hours. 5 days a week 2-10. i dont care.. i'm going to save money enough for a downpayment plus the trade in of my matrix XR. i'm shooting to save up up to 5,000 dollars. i know this may sound crazy, but over the years of experience of wanting things.. i have proven to accomplished every single impossible things to happen because of my wanting to get it. people who know me know's what i'm talking about. so hopefully, nxt year i will be able to find the car that i really want. which is the lancer evolution IX MR. i dont care what year.. it's good. i dont want the new one's that are coming out for 2008. i wanna keep it original form since it started. it will be seriously a dream come true. i already invision myself driving the car pulling up newhere.. and of course i dont want to get this car just to be cool. ohhhh no no no.. i want to get it for the love of the car and want of having it. when i do get one, it will never be ever sold or trade in. it's going to be a keeper for a life. i wish i had all the money in the world so i can just go to a dealer right now.



I love you alyzzah nicole.


- jeff.

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