updates, updates, updates.

dis past sunday was awesome. I got to share my testimony on how God has been blessing me for the past few months. it's been really a blessing. being able to get back on my ministry, going on vacation with the wifey.. not jst one country but 2! haha. School is back.. and it's been aite. just gotta do what i gotta do. 2 more full semesters. and i'm going to graduate.. den on to get my bachelor's at CSULA university. i know i'm going to make it. i have faith. God will make it happen.. it's HIS plan, nothing can stop it. I feel accomplished right now because i just finished cleaning my brother's room, my room, and our hallway including the stairs. so tired though. I also wiped my t.v. my fan and my brother's t.v. i threw away the thrash and replaced the plastic bags. Lately things have been really good.. all thanks to God's blessing. I just really pray for my brother.. because i know he's struggling right now. But at the same time.. i know God has a plan. i hope he turns around before it's too late. it's going to be 4 years of love and relationship and struggles and peace and harmony soon for me and my wifey. I love her so much.. she changed me a lot. my ways and the way i know myself. she brought things out of me that i have never even known i can do. with school, life, and pretty much everything i do. of course i know God has a big impact on it too.. but i know He's using her for me.. because that's how we got to be together.. through God. I believe that in my heart because i didnt search for her.. she jst came. she didnt search for me either.. she found me.. and we found each other.. I'm excited for Kim chiu and gerald anderson's new movie that's gonna come out nxt week. haha. yes i know cheezy.. but hey, we all are someway.. i know that deep down inside of u, all of u guys are suckers for love stories too and love sitcoms and drama's. haha.. Mountasia dis saturday. i cnt wait.. i'm excited to hang out with the wifey and kiddo's. miniature golfing, laser tag.. arcades.. and Go kart racing! for sure i'm gonna own on that.. no one can beat me. hhahahahah! were gonna take lot's and lot's of pictures! haha.. i got my hawaii's and it's going to be the last pair of dunks or sb's i'm going to get.. cost me a fortune too. but no more.. for now. hehehe.. gotta save up. i wanna get back on playing guitar.. i get jealous everytime i hear or see someone play it so well.. i'm gonna try to go on hibernation mode on that.. I MISS MY LONG HAIR. I dont care what everybody says.. i love having long hair.. it's like another person in me.. that's why i'm going to grow my hair.. and no more hair cuts till my bangs grow really long.. den ima shape it up.. i've got the perfect hair design or hair combing if u may.. that i'm going to do.. you guys just have to wait and see.. and pay attention as my hair grows.. hahahaha! the only reason why i shaved my head is because it was hott! i couldnt stand the sweat coming down my eye through my hair. i'm a very sweaty man.. i sweat easily.. which is good.. so i lose weight easy.. well.. dis is getting way too long.. ima start updating this thing daily now.. I gotta go do my hw, laundry, and bring food to my wifey.. she's so hungry and she's at work.. so hopefully my parents get back on time for me to give her food.. I JUST WANT TO SAY.. THNXS FOR READING.. and THAT'S ALL FOLKS!


I LOVE YOU ALYZZAH NICOLE FUTURE MENDOZA! haha.. get it?

" life, reality, and future."

As of right now.. i am going to be jobless.. no more work, all school.. just straight school.. it's going to be weird because i'm not gonna get nemore money for my own.. only money from my parents just for gas and just for what they give me.. yea i know.. whatever you guys are thinking.. but what can i do.. i cant do this nemore.. i cant keep failing in school to do well in everything that i do.. I just gotta do this school thing get a degree and den make something out of myself.. i knoe it's my fault because i slacked off and did too much extra curricular things. but then again.. sigh*.. i'm stressed at the same time not. because now, i'm going to have so much time to myself.. I know this is going to be a good thing.. because like what i have learned.. "can't complain." i just need to get satisfied for what i have and not want nething more.. cotentment.. that's what i need to learn.. so from this day forward.. i'm going to go on hibernation.. because of not having work nemore.. i'm going to work out my life.. ima go make a schedule now on my white bulletin board.

as of right now. I NEED TO WORK ON MY LIFE:
- spiritually
- educationally
- and physically.

Ima start spending more time with God.
Work hard on my studies.
and work out while i'm at it.. at home.. haha.. cnt afford the gym nemore.

I know i'm going to be ok.. because I have God that will always provide.. I love my parents and i dont want they're efforts to be taken for granted..

ima probably start blogging more often here.. because like i said.. i got all the time to myself now..


IT'S TIME.. TIME TO GET SERIOUS.