work.

it's been almost 2 months that i've been working at my new job. i have to say it's been really chill at the start.. but the longer i stayed the more challenging it got. 1st the biggest challenge i have is waking up early.. because apparently i have lost the ability to wake up early like high school days. it's hard for me now because at night i cant sleep early and the reason is either i am pre occupied with a lot of stuff.. or i aint tired enough to fall asleep.. my boss is like my own mom and it's crazy because she keeps me always at the tip of my toes. she owns a business of hardwood floors in north hollywood and i must say she is so good at what she does. I see her as a businesswoman and an entrepeneur who always strives her best to get things done no matter what. i've been messing up lately with coming to work and yesterday was my 3rd strike. i cannot.. be late nemore.. for work.. because i believe she would fire me.. and i cant afford to lose my job.. i need the money.


on another side of my life.. my relationship with Christ i believe is building up.. i've been consistent in doing my devotions and my actions are changing.. i feel so different now.. like where did 22 years go of my life? it feels like i grew up too fast. i want to go back to high school days.. and experience more young life. anyways.. i'm working on focusing more on Christ more than nething now.. and i really want my relationship with Christ to be genuinely true and real.


i've been going to LA fitness with cyril and i must say i see results already.. i cnt wait for more everytime i got to the gym i get so motivated to get cut and lean and toned up..



well.. this is it for now.. my boss might be coming soon.. i gotta go do business..



i love you alyzzah nicole!





JESUS YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND.. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE... NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT>!